I'm Sorry

Yo, every time you come around

I want to say something like Hey

I've never written for anyone before

But you're not like them, we just needed more time

So every time you come around

I want to say something like

Hey girl, stick around

I was only ever trying to figure you out

I'ma tell you through my sound now

For you I thought I vow

I thought I knew it then

In somehow, in some way

I thought we'd make it out

Whenever you around

I just want to take you out and love you

And show you off to my town

I need to find you again before my fame soars

And then I won't see the intent

I mean I can't even pay my rent

I'm so spent but I don't resent

How you treated me and how it ended

Even when you lied and pretended

I'm just making these mentions

Yeah it seems pretentious

I was just pretending to miss all of your texts

I'm filled with neglection

But whatever made you feel that way

It might have been my fault

But if not, either way

I'ma still say, yo

Yeah, will I strike gold or deal with gold digging?

I'm just showing shows for a living

But who knows what the future holds?

If I'm not dead, I'm working

Grinding day by day

I'm not sorry for that girl, I'm getting paid

If you want to judge me by my sales, fine

But one year ago, I had like nothing

To my name with an empty account

Yeah, no way was I being an accountant, remember how

I said I found a fountain of youth

Yeah, it's living happy that's the truth

It's only through your passion

And the lovers time spent to hold you

Making you laugh when some fool

Just told you to give up

You've had enough

I try to be there and be that

I hope you see that

I want everyone to win

It shouldn't be a competition

This shit got me wishing for someone

To notice my ambition

And switch things up for me

Yeah, I need a switch in

I'm just doing pitches, drinking pitchers

Taking pictures with these fake bitches

Trying to stay at home alone

Reap the sorrow that I sow

I spend all my time getting stoned

Writing this down, staring at my phone

Thinking you might call

But nah, you never going to call

I just waste my time with it all

I find these pretty pictures

But they was on the naughty list

Fucking with my vision?

Listen, who cares about education

When learning was the mission

Cause we already got inflation

Segregation, high expectations.

So don't control intimidating hate me

Just save you cause it saves me

It's amazing baby, it's really kinda crazy

But listen maybe you might get the gist

Spread the love and do it up

And with some luck you might not fuck it up

So remember me for good times

When you hear my rhymes

And roll with these vibes

Tonight you realize

Tonight you realize

It was for me not for you

Roll with the vibes

Tonight and realize

It was just for me

And for my soul

Old souls

Old souls

Chams

I think you already know

Yeah

Old souls

Old souls